Introduction Being jobless made you unaware of public holidays. As I remember one month ago, visiting a doctor just to make sure I have a fit and proper condition to work in a university. The doctor smilingly said, "We look forward for a simple holiday." I really miss that feeling. As today, we passed one of Islamic day, I just did nothing, wakeup in the night till morning, like this, till I close my eyes for a rest. What Made Me Grateful Today? It is far away from suicidal thoughts, but it is just a glimpse of life. I met two strangers, male, and just chat. Just that. No other reason. No particular reason why I am thanking for the chance of meeting them. One is in Medan and the other is nearby, but I do find them not challenging enough, but good to spend nonsensical chat and sort of things. Dek Harri, Anak JPang Adam... Nice to meeting you. Another Thoughts At some point he texted me, asking how I was, I just simply responded with 'dry'. It was meant two...
Living my life without taking notes--or simply as writing, harder that I thought. It was because saddest time of my life. Being jobless after quite misunderstanding and now I am in the deepest pit of hell. Where should I begin? Future or Past? Or just like a movie title of X-Men, Days of Future Past. Honestly, I don't have much glimpse of the future. Job? I don't have it. I'll have such FGD session at one of bank in Jakarta, but I can't ensure that I could make it. Maybe, if you look into my eyes, you will see sorrow, just sorrow. I remember one of my Desi friend told me, "Your eyes are sad." but he loves my lips. He would bite it.