Living my life without taking notes--or simply as writing, harder that I thought. It was because saddest time of my life. Being jobless after quite misunderstanding and now I am in the deepest pit of hell. Where should I begin? Future or Past? Or just like a movie title of X-Men, Days of Future Past. Honestly, I don't have much glimpse of the future. Job? I don't have it. I'll have such FGD session at one of bank in Jakarta, but I can't ensure that I could make it. Maybe, if you look into my eyes, you will see sorrow, just sorrow. I remember one of my Desi friend told me, "Your eyes are sad." but he loves my lips. He would bite it.